that I'm currently getting nowhere with my approach to regular and animation job hunting. I partly DONT want a regular job (dont tell the taxman!) because frankly another 3 years in a hell hole pub doesnt interest me anymore. For the sake of Canada did I only stick it out as long as I did but now things have changed substantially in my thinking.
I believe, in some wierd way, that my desire for a serious go at obtaining an animation career has somehow deterred me from getting a regular job at say a coffee house or a bar. I think this lack of enthusiasm for such a hum-drum life has shown or is evident in my applications and it seems at this moment in time Im incapable of employment...in ANY field of work. So is it my attitude or is there a part of me thats saying 'Hey you! Stop being a dick to me and go out and get what I and you want for fek's sake!' Yeh, that girl screams out alot of profanity but she has a really big point.
Four freelance, yet UNPAID, jobs later and Im still no closer to that Studio job. I took these jobs for nothing other than to better myself (which is worth it just for that I suppose) but ultimately to get some experience working for clients to eventually succeed in getting a permanent job at a production house. Ive even gone as far as Vancouver in Canada to try my luck out there although thats a different story with a not so good ending so you can see my run of bad luck.
Whats made me write this today is after seeing this, lead by a former lecturer at my University:
I nearly wrote a response to this video on what I thought about CP's opinions on animation education at UWN, but after 4 paragraphs I decided to stop being bitter. Ive been bitter about University for too long and possibly focussed on the things that went wrong rather than reading between the lines of what I gained from the experience. My next and first move closer to that Studio job was to seek help from a former favourite lecturer. I explained my predicament, what I was doing to gain work and asked what IT IS that I may be missing, under-selling, any particular content I was lacking in etc so I would be more employable to a studio. Then I started to look through bookmarks of websites of studios Id like to work at and remembered, from the BAF panel what the DNeg manager said that they werent looking for 'creativity' but more a 'technical' showreel. This says to me then that its a studio's choice what they look for in a candidate. That you have to KNOW certain things about that particualr production house and know if theyre looking for someone who is all technical with 0 personality/ creativity and just knows what buttons to press, or the houses that look for creativity as well as tech or both of those things as stand alones. I regularly scour sites and try and get a feel for what they look for in an employee but their websites, lest we forget, are more about THEM projecting themselves as a business and you rarely find that personal touch which gives away any indication as to what they are like and what they look for.
My next step then is to look at the studio's showreels and SEE what work they produce and feel the direction of their style/styles and see if I fit in with that at all.
Here are some example reels of houses Id love to work for:
I could describe the 2D content in the 1st few seconds as:
#Stylized #Composited #Texturised #Bold #Graphic animation #UPA #MotionGraphics #Colourdriven #Simplistic #Aesthetically #Appealing#Commercial
Theyd probably use programs such as AFX, Premier and Flash maybe Illustrator and definitely plenty of Photoshop to get the textured finishes and the smooth key to key/ tweened animation theyve produced on this reel.
Do I have evidence of any of this in my reel:
Lets be honest, NO.
I could describe the 3D and varied 2D as:
#Modelsheets #Motiongraphics based #Cutout #Clean #Cartoony #Experimental #Interactive (elements of 3D/Live action composited into scenes) #3Dspaces #2Drealism #Varied #Styles #Commercial #Educational
Do I have evidence of any of this in my reel/work:
Caroony YES, Modelsheets YES, everything else:
These are studios of whos work I admire. Ive recently been getting into the styised UPA simplicity and love seeing animated content that pulls off minimal movements using AFX with gorgeous design and colour concepts which you can fully realise, in detail using Photoshop. As youve seen in my recent doodles, Im attempting to execute a similar style of my own and create either a character performance or scene in order to better my AFX skills and get me re-aquainted with animating in this way.
ON THE FLIPSIDE
We have studios in Canada who produce work like this:
Alot of there work is produced using ToonBoom Studio, which seems to be standard (yey!) overseas. Their style and animation is:
#Stylised #Cartoony #Colourful #Fullyanimated #AlittleLimitedAnimtion #Toonboom #Inked #Texturised #Children'sentertainment #Educational
Do I have evidence of this in my showreel and work:
Fully Animated YES, A little Limited Animation YES, Toonboom PLENTY, Inked YES, Colourful YES, Cartoony YES. The rest, obviously not. But with this studio what I dont have is Canadian landed status and Im not living in Vancouver anymore. Had I tried a little harder or not given in when I did I may have at least been able to land an interview with the studio as it was only in Downtown, 10miles from my digs> <
What Im trying to outline in this post are things that Im lacking in my showreel that makes these studios toss my digital applications on the animated pixel fire and not consider me as an employable candidate. Its not simply going to take me moving to another part of the country or a different country for that matter, its going to have to come from content and me believing a bit more that I CAN do this and realising that for me, there is no Plan B.